Almost enough to believe

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"I honestly don't know. While I haven't worked here very long things just seemed... I don't know right maybe. I am aware of the repatation, but seriously I don't think thats my true reason. Perhaps it could be partly true, but this is wildly known as a teaching hospital. Perhaps since I like being helpful... this would be the best place for me to be so."

[Albert Wilhelm]

smiling softly "I can appreciate that, I like to believe in altruism, and I can believe that your truly altruistic in your working here, after all health care professions do seem one of the prime fields for the altruistic to be within." Thinking to himself He too could feel that his reasons for being here were in part due to the self fulfilling nature the work presented

This was proving to be a very nice day, he was walking with a new friend in a new city, life was looking good The air was fresh, and the weather kind, this was clearly one of those moments that was not to be overlooked, like a rich sunset, or the rainbow born of a mid summer day rain.

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"I supose that's true." Kayla agreed. "Then again you could say that's what got me into medicine." she continued speaking, musing aloud. She had been thinking a lot lately and just relized, that this moment, with this person, she felt more at ease more relaxed. In fact it had been the most relaxed she had beenin a long while. Talking with Albert sure was rewarding, for she felt she could have a deep and well rounded conversaion with him. She often didn't get that often, so this presented a rare chance. Perhaps this is why she felt so at ease.

[Albert Wilhelm]

"It would seem inevitable that each person eventually reaches there proper place in the world. I am not sure if i want to venture as fart as to say that there is a predestined outcome for each individual, some form of absolute universal concerning peoples purpose for existing. I think what I would rather argue is that each person is completely able to determine there own destiny by their actions, yet each person by their choices creates their reality, and in doing so points themselves in a direction that will lead them to a certain point, that certain point is what most people would call their "proper place in the world". Without realizing it Albert had talked for about 2 blocks, Kayla had kindly listened and let him go uninterrupted. "Sorry, i didn't realize that I had been talking so long. I seem to be prone to long tangets when i reach a thought that strikes my interest."

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"I tend to do the same thing. Most people will walk away or try to poliletly shut me up. Neither are that appealing to me." Kayla laughed. "But its not bad to be passinet about something to want to talk about in leangth."

[Albert Wilhelm]

It had been years since he last walked these streets, and the memories of the times he spent there lingered still in his mind. That walk he shared with Kayla, the times they shared while short were still memorable, they would find him at moments he least expected, it was those memories that brought him back, a hidden hope to find something more then the empty street he saw before him. It had been foolish to think after so long that she would still be here, that anyone he knew from those days would still be around. Any activity there was in this town was not from anyone he recognized, but then what did he expect? Did he think any of them would be here, sure there was a chance the old hospital would still be running, but even it seemed to have closed its doors. What remained now was simply a shade of what used to be.

In his train of thought he had found himself now standing in the old chapel, the very place that he first met her, the very start of what was a brief but meaningful experience. Albert set himself down in the pew near the front and settled into the silence. Knowing those people had almost made all those little nuances of life, the coincidences, the impressions of fate, seem like something more, something connected, It had been almost enough to believe...almost. He half expected a miracle even now. "If you are out there, someone, something,...God, here I am. " raising his voice as his resistance to such foolish things as worship temporarily fade away "If there was something that I am supposed to see here, something I need to do...whatever reason you brought me here, now would be a good time to fill me in". Listening for a moment, he sat back into his seat. He would wait hoping against his own beliefs for something to happen, a voice perhaps, anything that would give him reason to believe, reason like they gave him, reason like she gave him. If nothing came, then he would leave, it would be almost as if he never came at all, and this little visit would pay tribute to closure for that time of his life.